People like to talk about the calm before a storm, and that is true, there is a close stillness in the air and the sensation of hanging in limbo, the potential electricity crackling loudly in its absence. People rarely talk about the calm after a storm. The washed-out feeling, the silence when the rain finally stops. Alaska comes from the Aleut word for ‘the place against which the sea breaks.’ Off the coast of Alaska, a storm hits the fishing boat on which the son is serving. He dies with vomit on his lips and a flashlight in his hand. The sea breaks against his family too, his mother and father blaming each other and feeling no forgiveness and living in the silence after the storm.
There is bitterness here, there are the
angry words of those who no longer understand why they ever loved each other.
There is the selfishness of grief, the recognition that it makes people ugly
and the hatred of ugliness in someone you used to find beautiful. There is the
man who survived the fishing boat, who brings ugliness into the memory of their
son, by disclosing his imperfect past and undignified death. There is an
internal and external despair at the self.
It is a book without hope. The father’s
personality, his hardened stance against cowardice, his only comments about his
wife and daughter being their unattractiveness, seems more deep rooted than a
reaction to grief. The mother’s icily stiff words and refusal to blame herself
even slightly shut her off from sympathy. For the son, with his dreams of reading psychology and opening a pizza parlour, hope is futile for he is dead within the first sentence. Alaska is wild and open and
beautiful, yet the novel is claustrophobic and dark. It is a book for the
beginning of winter, and it is as perfect a tragedy as one could hope to read.
The Drowned Son, Bloomsbury Birthday Quids